have i change? or i have something missing?

Talked to HP...
She said/// Jeff, you have changed... totally different from the Jeff I know previously... you have lost the fire... a body without soul...

Have I changed?
I asked myself...
Yup, I did change... the fire have lost from the day, you have left me behind...
Seriously... I see it as a beginning of the new chapter of my life...
Start to find the new direction / maybe a goal...

Life is like this up and down like a roller coaster...
I fly high above the mountain... and I drown in big ocean...
But what I have learned? >>> Forget about it and move on... and show perfect smile of mine to the people I meet...

Do you know that? I am perfect... and you are as well...
Be who you are... and be happy... is the key of life...

the world is small... the life is even small

How small is the world?
Very small...

You might bump into anyone new and related to your past / your family / your enemy/ your ex classmates/ etc...

Life of a human being is small as well...
The small stands the meaning of fragile...
The life will be end... by anything ... a natural disaster... an accident... etc...
Which is un-expectable...

That’s the reason... why you should live your life... with all the happy things surrounding you...

not feeling well...

flu...sorethroat...fever...
all come to me @ once...
besok need to see doc again...
the medicine seem not working...

i need to rest... nightzzz

shopping sunday

Shop and shop...

And the shop things... are relaxing... and happy...
Life like this is all about pampering yourself... the best treatment...
And continue to enjoy the life...

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There is something wrong about this world...
Too many disasters... too much of bad news appear in the newspaper...
Its scare me...

Some people said... this thing happen... is because of the world is too pack with human being... time to cut down the number...

What the heck... some even have yet to see the world...

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2mr... working again... 2 days of resting seems never enough...
Wishing to work only 4 days per week... and 3 days of weekend...

And wishing more good news to be happen... worldwide...

Honey let me sing you a Song by Matt Hires

why is change needed?

??? why??? why change is needed?

- many times, in order to survive we have to start a change process.

- we sometimes need to get rid of old memories, habits and other past traditions.

- only freed from past burdens, can we take advantage of the present.

so so

Nothing special happen these days...

My life is boring...
Some excitement needed to fill up my life...

Mmm... Less than a month ... another CNY is approaching...
Totally takada mood at all...

What have happen to me...?
Cannot get excited at all...

Maybe my heart has been close... for a period of time...
Maybe some many maybe...

Decided to plan a vaca this coming march...
Time to learn to go vaca alone??!!
*** But alone in the hotel damn scary le...