everything will not be the same anymore///

Feeling sick... a little bit of fever...
Ate only an apple for dinner...

Time changes everything... I need to change...
To become myself... not other... just be yourself
Thinking way too much... recently... I need to calm down... and learn "let it be"

Let it be... oh let it be... wakkakaaka
Let have all the good things come to me...
And hug me even tight this time...

Smile... from within my heart...
See... every good thing around me...
Smell... the nature of the beauty...

Being myself... is the greatest things that ever happen...
I’m JK...

adios :)

tiring monday

Freaking tired..............................................
And sleepy...
I will sleep very the soon... and I'm hungry now... has pear as supper...

This time I’m waiting for the LO///
Tired... waiting is tired...

Met someone new yesterday...
Hope to know you more...
Time for me to go out to date...

Zzzz time... adios

changing sunday

Yup...
Time to change...
I have accepted the offer...
Will start to work soon...
And Nov... will be a big spending month...
renew car insurance... road tax... car loan... speeding charges...
OMFG... about RM 2k...

I need cash>>>$$$

P/s: continuously remind myself... everyday is a brand new day... everyday is the beginning of my life...

be strong!!!

I know you are tired...
But tired is not an excuse for you to stop learning...

I know you want to cry...
But crying... cannot solve anything... you still need to face it...

I know you feel defeat...
I believe you still have the power to fight back...

This is you... the one that never give up...

continue to wait tuesday

received the call...
and will continue to wait for another one or two days... to know the offer...

tired... really tired...
waiting is tired...

why people do things slow...?
is because they are slow in nature...
wakakakaka

new drama series from TVB...
watch it!!!
is awesome

the secret

the secret to me... everyday is the start of my new life...
i will learn to appreaciate... to love my life!!!

another waiting sunday

Yup...
This round is to wait for the HR to call me up... to discuss about the package...

So tired of waiting...
Why can't people do things faster?
I don't like to wait... seem like your life is in other people hand...
Dang it...

have been watching a lot of American’s drama lately... from desperate housewives, criminal mind, brothers and sisters, the modern family, cougar town, the vampires diaries, Melrose place.... to ANTM cycle 13...

I would say that... brothers and sisters and Melrose place is by far the best now...
And my eyes are full with tears when I watch B&S episode 2 and 3... Where Kitty found out she has cancer... gosh...

2mr... time to wait again...

meh

Meh meh meh... meh mood...

Still in the process... of learning...
Learn to be more patient...
Learn to trust my own judgment...
Learn to believe in myself...

There was no news yet for the job I apply...
And I’m waiting... for the good news...

Life... is about getting yourself busy...
And relax on the weekend...

This is how it’s going to work...
Live your life... with all your heart...

P/s: MELROSE PLACE is awesome!!!
Check the preview below!!!

move on sunday

Time flies...
Time move on from this stage to another stage... of life...

I have been on the top of the world... once or twice or three times...
And falling into the deepest ground...
This is life... I know that... but when you are falling... your mind can't think properly...

I’m over it now... time to shine again... this is the real me...

The one that are famous... and being talk about by others...
this is me... I rather people talk about me... than being the one that sit @ the corner... that no one will notice...
Wakakaka... (For ah bia)

2mr ... time to know the answer...
I want so badly...
and I will be sad if I didn’t get it...

anyway... positive thinking... I what I need...

Adios...

alone and stress...

Not working for the past 4 months...
3 months doing the thesis...
1 month rest, relax, learn something new...

Time to put everything down...
Time to find a career... yup a career... not job...
Previously the 1st and 2nd work... I see it as a job... people paid you money... you work... you want more money... you work harder...

This time... I’m looking for a career... seeking continues development on me...
Seeking growth in me... seeking money... and seeking satisfaction...

Time flies... like no one else...
I want to catch it... like I can...

At the end...
All I have is me...
I need to be strong... stronger... than anybody else...
This is me JK...

seeking

Everybody is seeking for something...
Those... who did not seek for anything...
Is giving up his life...

I’m seeking for something...
Something that can make me feels secure...
Giving myself 3 years time...
I believe I will have it...

thinking too much sunday

I had some interviews last week...
Mmm...
Hope to get the job that I want...
And with a good pay...
@ This point of time... I mean my age...
I see things different...
Previously I just look for a job... people paid you... you work... if you want more money... work harder...

now... I see it as a career... going to work with joy... back to home with satisfaction... I want to grow... continue improvement... this is the things I seek in the new career...

P/s: good luck to me... for getting the job I want...