Quote from KB...

"Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make new ending"

I like this quote... the only 1 I like from KB...

Time doesn’t allow people to go back to change their mistake...
eg: alil cant go back to change her mind no go for Singapore... but the Singapore working experience change alil in person... to become a more complete one...

eg: I cant go back to stop myself study advanced diploma... coz wasting time and $$$... but those days @ KL change me in person... learn how to take care of myself...

eg: I cant go back to tell BIRD and BLACK... that they are SUCKssss in person... but the hit on my face let me learn how survive in tough environment... ((let you know who are they in future blog))

eg: KB cant go back to tell C how much he love her... but he learn what he really want in his life...
((hahahha... this one simply add in))

p/s: 2mr need to post up the genting blog before the new year... wakaka....

nitez... winks winks

windy night

Windy night... over here...
The cold wind is blowing
Sound here and there...

A boring day... again... plan to go out 2mr... instead of staying home...
Is time to go gym maybe... hahah
Then some mask... to pamper to myself...

I deserve some good treatment...
Sound of raining now... it will be a cold night here...
Car is less from the sight of the highway...

Wish to have a heavy rain... rain can clam me down... ya calm down...
JK is scare to be lonely... really scare///
Quite... windy... night scares me...
Please rain... to let the earth and me feel life again...

Sometime... I just want to jump out from the roof top... to end the whole things
Feeling this world is nothing but only chasing... chasing something that you don’t have right now...
Human keep on chasing something that does not belong to them...
That’s human being... typically chase for something that make them feel proud, secure, satisfy, entertaining, power, authority, etc
To chase these kinds of things... people getting ugly... envy
I was this kind of people... use too... now... I feel like life is all about yourself... do the things that you want... you will never get enough... so just put it slow... ENJOY... the life... if you feel stress, pressure, just LET IT GO...
I want to let go a lot of things... that you guys will never understand...

Gosh... too deep down to my heart now... gonna stop here
And watch some cooking show...

Then wait till midnight... just to ring M mobile...

Tata and good night

relaxing...

ya... I'm relaxing @ home since... 25th...
Finished Friends season 10...
Now The Amazing Race season 13...

Yesterday... tough day... no news from M whole day...
Just received a msg whereby M heading to the airport now... back to Bern...
A bit tulan here...

Plan to go a bookstore later to borrow some novel to fill up my spare time instead of siesta everyday after 3pm...

Life is bored without any excitement...

Ciao...

Merry Xmas 2008!!!

Party on 23rd night... not yesterday night...
With Mei, Sue, Eugene, Ian, Cassandra @ Honolulu (don’t know spell correct boh)


Quite fun...
The party starts @ 7 something...
And grand opening with ME spill all the water / chicken soup on to my self...
hahahahahah...
ya... awkward... is not my fault actually... is the table problem...
Anyway... i continue to party till midnight... from wet to dry clothes...
Back @ 12 something... then park my car so far far away... -.-lll

Last night... does nothing @ home sending lots of sms out... and now...
Just back fetching my dad from jetty...
Hate 2day... needs to work later @ Batu Kawan...

M is going to London for the Xmas... ceh ceh ceh
I also want to go…

Going to take bath…
Merry Xmas to all :)
winks winks

Beverly Hills Chihuahua

... Watched this noon time...
...err... my expectation towards this movie is quite high because the preview is very attracting...

Is a story about dog of course...
A rich Chihuahua name Chloe... kidnap... then get rescue...
Quite funny... but is below my expectation...

Eventually I hope the Chloe will end up with Delgado (the police dog @ Mexico that helps Chloe) instead of the Papi another Chihuahua...

Another blur day for me... my 1.6 mil case gone... due to some issues...
I tak tau dy... How to survive in this company... speechless

haiz...

p/s: 2mr shopping... @ QB mall

Happy Winter Solstice!!!

ya... today is Tong Zhi...
Is time for some tong yuan///

hahah...
Make some tong yuan soup with mum...
See the pictures...
So cute and colorful...
The big ones... we put in geng geng, chocolate, and raisin...
Result: geng geng no taste... /// raisin = Nice... ///chocolate = so so... coz too little (mint chocolate)...

ho ho ho... holidays

yeah yeah yeah...
I'm taking leave from 22nd till year end...
But eventually will back to office to do something... I did only RM 20k till now...
ya... so fucking low...
I don’t know... how I'm going to make the miracle happen again...
--pening-- so pening--

M sent me a greeting card and a letter... so cute, so lovely and so touching...
Things... so far is going well... I think... the missing feeling is so weird...
ya... so weird... I never knew I will like someone so much...

2day is THU... submitted some cases for approval...
And the project things have been approved... but the rates haven’t come out...
just hate it... all the while I’m the one who is doing the company... and then come out so many people want to chap siao... macam lanchiao saja...
I betul betul tulan... people do the fucking hard work... but the result share by all which including my department and branches... cheebye la... kiong kan to them... ya... kiong kan to THEM!!!

My mood is up and down these days... suddenly happy because of the holiday season... suddenly sad because my work things... I do know why... as well... macam perempuan mai period saja...
last night... alone drinking beer in the room watching Britney Spears for the record... a story bout Britney past... so pening after watching it errr so pening and high + happy after the beer... we all think that celebrity life is so colorful... it might turn to nightmare when you are in the shoe...

hahah... M sent me message... received my gift... and card... M is happy... I’m happy as well now...
Just so full... ate a lot for dinner... till now... still full...

Will try to update my blog more often... gosh... I sudah lupa tentang genting mia blog... wakakaka

Survivor updates: Bob the 1st oldest winner of survivor ever...
Top Model updates: Canada's Next Top Model is on casting call till this weekend... we will see the show by next year spring... yeah yeah yeah...

Until then... tata...

nothing special... and a surprise!!! wakakaka

Nothing special these days...
I felt so fucking bored...
Finished my study... now waiting for the result and waiting to start my thesis...
I need something to distract me to do nothing...
By the way, received M post card yesterday... so happy...
Gosh... again... naik gatal over here... wakaka...

I have sent M something yesterday as well... for the Christmas... :)
I don’t know... things seem to be going OK>>> so far/././
Still MISS u a lot...
Phew... enough bout M things...

Let’s talk bout the latest episode of Desperate Housewives (DH), Carlos have his sight back...
Susan still have little love toward Mike, Andrew is in love with a Doctor, etc etc...
Lazy... love is bout how you treat your love one and how you want them to be happy...
So cute

/././ this Sunday will be working @ Butterworth... need to work... or not i will be very free...
/././ itu alil tak pick up phone... macam L ... hilang for 2 days @ work
/././ itu KB tak pick up phone... lagi hang up my call... pasti kasi dia kena kau kau when I meet him...

Love me less... but love me longer... please

sleepy... tata nitez

Fair?

In this world... no fair games over here...
ya... everything is so not reasonable... NOT fair...

Some people they are born with golden spoon...
Some people just lucky to be born...

Me... I just lucky to be born... of course... I love my life as a human...
A cute one... wahahaha...

p/s: a thought from latest episode of Brothers and Sisters

tired rush but happy shopping

Just finished shower...
Tired but very enjoying night...

This morning... I have a meeting ... from 10am till 12pm...
again... boss is stressing the headcount things... adding referrers... how bad is next year recession... how many industries is going to be affect by this econ downturn... sight (-.-lll) I know how bad it will affect Malaysia... especially Penang... which rely on MNC / manufacturing and tourism...
I need to figure a way... how to survive this crisis... I hope that I still can excel this job...

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Yeah... I do some shopping with KB and sandy tonight... Bought something for my self... and M as well... the pic... is my things... M things... is secret... hahaha
Bio serum for my leg scar... lux for me to smell good... innershine for my beautiful eyes... hahahaha

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Below is Bday gift from sandy... THANKS ya!!! Will try to use it maybe this Sat... :)

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And this one... is the random shot I took... is alil cigarette... post here to remind her... is time to reduce a bit already... sama dengan luis... plan to buy a no smoking sign board for them...

p/s: happy day for JK... still missing M like a mad guy here... alil said I sudah fall banyak kot... I don't know... lets us see in the near future... wakkakaka...

boring with my life

I'm BORED>>>>

Nothing special happen... so sian...
I need some excitement... some news that will shock / cheer / excite/ me...
Let me kei poh for awhile...

Instead of going to gym tonight... I went to Prangin to shop and eat...
ya... feeling guilty now... should lose some weight... but... adding a lot by (French fries... ice-cream... set dinner with chicken...) all... because of sandy... ceh ceh ceh...

Chatting now with Alil and Ah Bia by msn... life is not surprising...
See 2mr ada apa news tak...

"You know I miss YOU as well"
Bonsoir kiss kiss

p/s: will update my trip to genting in the next post... gotta check out!!!
winks winks