bird... a mean one... a real bitch...

Hola...
Writing this post is meant to warn people... do not trust those who smile @ you until you really know them...

Bird eventually is so call a trainer in an IT hardware company... (A lousy 1)
I met her... yes is a she... when I join the company once I complete my advanced diploma...
she was like a so call... trainer that help to coach people that is new / those people that did not perform... but... her performance should be the one that need to be coach... and her attitude need to get a SLAP on her face...

Enough description about the bird...
Lets talks about the bad things she do...
1) Promise to help to convert me to perm N times... if I hit the number... (I hit numerous times)... which she fail to do so... (She is a failure)
2) Backstabbing bitch... she fail to become a team lead... and then roti came in... where she bitching about me... taking too much leave... or late... which lead me cant convert to perm... until I pull out all the calendar... to prove that... I’m taking leave according to the company standard... and pull out the time that show I was on time when I work...

I’m too lazy to type...
If anyone that would like to know about this bird... ask those who have under her before...
Like KB... sandy... HP... And others that know her... about the shit things she does...

As the conclusion... I just don’t like her... she is the Fakest people I ever met in my career life...

A sign board needs to place beside her…
BEWARE!!! Fake bird inside!!!

all i have is...

All I have is me...
I have nothing else... but me...
I’m still holding on... for myself... not others...
All by myself... holding on to my dreams

Everybody is shitting all the stuff about me...
I don’t give it a damn...
They said I'm crazy...
I really don’t care...

flash back sunday

Flash back...
To the time that I just finished my SPM...
And decided to study @ TARC... even I don’t have the money...

Work as part-timer @ department store...
Earning $3.80 per hour... (I’m the highest part timer @ gent floor, other like $2.80/ $3.00/ $3.20 etc) wakakka
Earning about 1k per month... and I survive for the 8k study fees (2 yrs) and living expenses...
1k per month means that I work like 230 hours a month + $100 commission...
Yup... I don’t have off day...
Back from college @ 5pm... Then rush for dinner and shower... and start walking to the department store and work @ 7pm///until 10pm
Then start all over again... study @ 8am... (Walk to take bus)
This is my life... year 2002 till 2003

Hohoho... I need to remind myself... anything can be done if you have the determination and strength...

I love myself more than anyone else...
This is the real me... the one that believe in himself...

why

Why I keep on thinking about someone that doesn't give a shit of me...
Maybe this is me... the one that full with LOVE... passion... and everything nice...
Kiss my ass... wakakakakaka... dang you... for haunting me...
I need to learn to forget and forgive...

I need good food... I need good rest... I need to learn...
Continue learning... is the way to keep my life interesting...
Learning is another way to keep my brain function...

I LOVE MY LIFE!!!

learning to trust myself and be patient

Started to trade in live account...in a very the small amount...
And is nerve racking...
Lose some win some... overall... still the same...
Eventually should be winning... but due to I’m easily get nervous...
And not too trust my own judgment... I close the trade earlier... which suppose to hit my TP point... dang it...
I still need to learn... and I love it...

Be patient... be serious...trust myself...

me, myself and I

I’m full with food now... which I shouldn't eat...
Anyway... life is about doing the things that unpredictable...

I’m giving myself stress lately...
Without stress a human can't perform well...
Stress is a way to make human become better...
I want to become better... as a human being...

Human want to change their life...
Because they are not satisfied with their current one... unless they know how to thanks their life... (Thankful)
They want to improve their living... society status...etc
This is human... this is me as well... I love my life but I want to change it to become better…

I want to change... because I know... I deserve it... the better life...
This is me...

time....

Time flies... like no other...
I saw some photos of my primary school friends...
Damn scary...
Everyone change... and some I do not recognized...
Omg... time doesn’t wait for anyone...

I have been wasting my time for the past 3 weeks...
Time to plan ahead...
Time to go back to the original JK... the one that PLAN ahead...
No time should be waste anymore...
No time should be waste to look for someone that doesn’t exist...
No time should be waste to hang around...
No time should be waste to look for love...
This is me... the one and only JK...

after u... biatch

Nothing related to the title... haha

Just have some thought about the marital status again...
Do I really care whether I get attached or not...?
The answer is NO... hell no...
I'm OK when I'm single...
Better to be single instead meeting those freak / LOSER!!!

Ah BIA... the "ang mo's gf" (wakakaka, I'm so good @ it"
Told me... people need to meet a certain LOSER / freak quota before they meet the right one...
Mmm... Some sort agreed... some sort doesn't...
For example, some people... who met those freak... they are like... okay... just continue it... he might be the last one that like me... WTF...
I saw lots of example... not going to list it out...

Another thing that I need to learn is... n o no for fast food... fast fall in and fast to end...
Hahaaha... the instant noodles... dang off!!!

SS501 - ur man

the music make me wanna dance...
wow...

wakakakaka

alil said my blog tukau...
so... the dirty words... will come out less from my mouth... and the blog...
wakakakaka

so hippie mood... today.. after the tea break with friends... maybe is the caffeine problem...
wow... I'm high...

fabulous...I'm totally a freak...
why everybody talking all the stuff about me...
i don't really care... from Britney spears...
wakakakakak

i think today i will cry alone in my bed... desperately...
wakakakakakaka...
or maybe i should go to the pesta... dang them all...

single / in a relationship / rather not to say / its complicated / marry / etc etc

Marital status for person determines one's lifestyle...
Being a human... for 25 years (almost)...
Suddenly think that single is the way for me... the lifestyle...
Hurray... have decided to be single... (For the moment)
wakkakaka...

hi alil... yeah single!!! SINGLE... rather be single than meeting those LOSERS
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck...
hahhaha
I don’t know... maybe I don’t belong to a relationship...
Because... the person that I care the most is... me, myself and I... I’m here for myself only...
OMG>>> I’m selfish... I just love me... more than anybody else...

Wow... is the time to have a party for SINGLE...
Fuck those LOSERS no time...
CCB...LC>>>
CBL>>>
kiong pu...
kiong kan...
LCL...
asshole...
Pervert...

Omg... so high now...
Want to scream out loud those dirty words>>>>>>>>>>>
Dang it...

how to meet the right one?!

Yes ... as per the title... HOW to meet the right one in your life?
I have no idea...
Eventually alil have...
"She wants to let things flow naturally... because she rather single instead meeting someone that is not the right one..."

For me...I don’t think I will meet the right one... in my life...
So/// if someone dates me... I will go... to have fun... enjoy the life...
Ya, this is life...enjoys the fun and be happy...
And FUCK those asshole no time...
wakakaka

Planning to go to the pesta beside QB mall this week...
To have some fun time...
I’m still a youngster... with a children heart...
This is me... JK

omg... this is the actual #100...

Wakakakaka...
Good mood today... cut my hair...
And had famous wantan mee from tai gu ow road...
And then high tea with May and Eugene...
Now... I feel sleepy...

Can’t wait for 2mr...
ANTM cycle 13 epi 3 + Melrose place epi 2 + the beautiful life epi 1
Gosh... so excited...

Happy!!!

P/s: i'm waiting for the UK office to approve my application for forex.com... so damn slow...

post # 100 = silly me

Oh my god...
I did something that never happens since kinder school...
poo poo in my underwear...
-.-lll

I had dinner with KB @ tom yam seng restaurant...
Then I fart @ room... and the poo poo came out... (Unconsciously)
Wakakaka...

By the way this is blog post # 100...
Clap hand please...

poopoo 100
Yeah

meh meh meh

Meh mood lately...
Feeling... not motivated...
Gosh... I’m so moody...

Plan to cut my hair 2mr...
Then have some nice lunch... just want to pamper myself...
And then clean up my room...

Need to punch anyone to release some tension in me...
Life... oh life...

relax

awesome sunday...
doing nothing... tv and newspaper... and siesta in the noon...
good...

will be doing back testing later till night time...
and awaiting for my McD for linner...

feeling a bit cold now... maybe is going to rain soon...
life is so unpredictable... follow your heart... and be happy...

smile from within

Have been busy lately...
Doing back testing and some demo trade...
Decided to go on live by next week...

Happy mood...
When your life is without stress...

And ANTM cycle 13... is pretty good... those SHORT girls... do take some good photo...and next week is nude photo shot with horse... better watch it out!!!

And I watch WHERE GOT GHOST? Today... is an awesome Singapore movie...
I'm giving it 10 over 10 rating~~~

And I’m waiting for my wonderful breakfast 2mr morning...
dim sum... and McD spicy chicken mcdeluxe as LINNER (lunch + dinner) new word... wakakaka

P/s: smile everyday... and telling myself... I'm beautiful every single day...


below is where got ghost trailer...

life is short

life is short, nobody has the right to tell you how to live your life.
do the things that you want and be happy...
reject those invitation that you don't want to go...
stay away from negative people...
be yourself

I love life... I love my life as JK... the one and only JK...

hahaha...
feeling great and happy...

sunny SUNDAY

The 3 days course over...
I'm happy I learn new things there...
And realize that... life is about doing things that make yourself happy...

Tonight will start my back testing for 2 hours... then 2mr start the demo trade...
Life great when you do the things you want...

P/s: ANTM cycle 13 premieres this coming wed... check it out... this time all girls are below 5'7... all is shorty...

second day of the seminar...

i'm exhausted...
from 0830 till 2230...
wow... its like working an OT>>> but is fun...

learn something that I like... and I was happy that I took this course...
but I need some time to do back testing... and practice in demo account...
then only into come into action...

other people... that don't like what I'm doing... SHUT UR FUCKING MOUTH!!!
I'm not spend ur $$$... this is MY LIFE>>> I want to live MY WAY!!!

1st day of the seminar

One word...
TIRED...

Slept @ 10pm yesterday night... wake up @ 12am then sleep again @ 2am...
Wake up @ 7am... then the seminar @ 830am...

The speaker is quite good...
But I still need to read some of the notes tonight...
So that I can ask something that I still don't understand 2mr morning...

I need to learn as much as I can...!!!

get it on

Yes... the plan starts 2mr...
Freaking clueless... for 2day...

Need to empty my head... so that 2mr course will absorb as many things as I can///
jia you!!!
I cannot lose focus now...
I need to focus... and do it... like a pro...

on track...

Signed up the course...
Will be on course this coming 3rd till 5th...
Will equip myself with all the knowledge / strategy / etc...
Fill up my empty brain...

The nerve is going away...
I’m just too nervous when I need to spend this amount of money nia...
But feeling great ... I can learn the things I want...

Scream my lung out!!!
“I want to be successful!!!”