windy night

Windy night... over here...
The cold wind is blowing
Sound here and there...

A boring day... again... plan to go out 2mr... instead of staying home...
Is time to go gym maybe... hahah
Then some mask... to pamper to myself...

I deserve some good treatment...
Sound of raining now... it will be a cold night here...
Car is less from the sight of the highway...

Wish to have a heavy rain... rain can clam me down... ya calm down...
JK is scare to be lonely... really scare///
Quite... windy... night scares me...
Please rain... to let the earth and me feel life again...

Sometime... I just want to jump out from the roof top... to end the whole things
Feeling this world is nothing but only chasing... chasing something that you don’t have right now...
Human keep on chasing something that does not belong to them...
That’s human being... typically chase for something that make them feel proud, secure, satisfy, entertaining, power, authority, etc
To chase these kinds of things... people getting ugly... envy
I was this kind of people... use too... now... I feel like life is all about yourself... do the things that you want... you will never get enough... so just put it slow... ENJOY... the life... if you feel stress, pressure, just LET IT GO...
I want to let go a lot of things... that you guys will never understand...

Gosh... too deep down to my heart now... gonna stop here
And watch some cooking show...

Then wait till midnight... just to ring M mobile...

Tata and good night