I never have this kind of feeling before... a strong feeling that I want to see the face again...
The smiling face of M keeps on rolling in my head... since last Friday...
ya... I miss M so so so much... I don’t know why... so much until I dream of M...
The face
The smile
The sweet talk
The hug
The kiss on my forehead
Those eyes
The kiss on my lips
The massage
The touch
Met M ... making my life upside down thinking of someone...
Is this love... errr... too fast to said love... maybe... is this a feeling of you met someone you want??
I have no idea @ all... this is a whole new feeling I ever have in my life... its kinda scare me... I was crying because I want to meet M again... its kinda sick...
Oh god... very scary... M is too far very far away from me...
I was lost... totally lost in this feeling... I even search online to check the air ticket... too ex... I need work hard now... in order for me to buy the ticket ((need to work my ass off for at least 4mths to buy the ticket))... at least something is good for me...
I have something to chase for... just I don’t know... the person want me to do that or not...
Falling for someone... is painful... even painful when the distance is so far...very far
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M,
Can you tell me your feeling?
Is this just me... the only one that miss you... or you have the same feeling as well...
Tell me by email or sms... straight up to my face... let me know... whether I am right... meeting with you...
p/s: I'm strong enough to face it... just might cry for a few days before my Bday... ya... I'm STRONG... oh god... I’m crying now.... because I’m too scare to face it...
Can you tell me your feeling?
Is this just me... the only one that miss you... or you have the same feeling as well...
Tell me by email or sms... straight up to my face... let me know... whether I am right... meeting with you...
p/s: I'm strong enough to face it... just might cry for a few days before my Bday... ya... I'm STRONG... oh god... I’m crying now.... because I’m too scare to face it...
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haiz... totally speechless right now...
I’m so typically me... ya... so so ME...
ANTM updates: I don’t really care anymore... whether who is going to win... because... I just want to know the answer from M... check the news online ... yourself...
5.30am now... I don’t know whether I can sleep again or not...
Just lay down... thinking of M again?
So lost...
I’m so typically me... ya... so so ME...
ANTM updates: I don’t really care anymore... whether who is going to win... because... I just want to know the answer from M... check the news online ... yourself...
5.30am now... I don’t know whether I can sleep again or not...
Just lay down... thinking of M again?
So lost...
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