tears

haha... the last time I cry... is the day that my investment fail which cost me some money...
Anyway is the past tense...

Last night... the cry... is so freaking sudden...
Reach home around 1830... In my room... locks the door... turns on the pc...
And my tears... are dropping...
For... at least 1 minute?? suppose
Totally no idea... why cry...
Some reasons maybe...
Stress out...
Unhappy for the environment...
Sad with the current situation...
How... lost I am...

I have figured out why I don’t like this job...
Why should I serve this kind of dumb ass client...
ya... cheebye them saja...
Fuck la... kiong pu.... tulan saja...

Totally fed up with everything down here...
What is the life without happiness??

Gosh... I’m such a drama king...

Anyway... getting better now... after a long night sleep... from 2300 till 0730...
ya... a 8 hours sleep...
Last few days... I woke up @ 0500 in the morning...

@ the end... what I have learn is don’t compare...
Just be myself... the real jk...