i should have knew it

I should have knew it from the beginning...
Is just for fun...
Maybe I’m too serious... or maybe I’m the fool...

I’m going no where...
Still here...
Getting to know myself... better...
I’m learning now... to equip myself... better armor... so that I would not easily get hurt next time...

Time is killing me... these days... getting blank suddenly... after I finish my thesis... have been trying to plan my timetable... but the table seem to be blank @ this moment...

Moody... I think I need to get drunk...
Dizzy... feeling... uncomfortable ... tired...

I have u... from within my heart...
I hate myself for knowing u...