人生

昨晚的我哭了。
有可能真的病了太久。
有可能装坚强太久。
有可能一个人太久。
有可能想念一个亲人。
有可能是因为哪部戏。
有可能太久没有休息了。
有可能我太累了。
有可能是因为工作。
有可能太久没去旅行了。

人生啊！
我会继续坚强下去。
不是装的。
一定要时常告诉自己，爱自己照顾自己继续走。大步大步的走！


Picture of me in Hallstatt.

Sweet love

Laughing at myself now.

I was down with sore throat + flu + mucus.... for the past 3 weeks

Missing the healthy version of me now... as I can’t smell anything since last week.

Woke up this morning and have some thoughts on the people that came in and left in my life...

I recalled the puppy love that I had before...

1st one - H

Can’t recall how I met H...

But the 1st date was a supper after my work in a mall.

H came over with an apple before my time off. Sweet.

Then fetch me to gurney for supper after that. With motorcycle.

1st kiss happen that night, silly me...

2nd one - O

Met in KL when I’m a college student back then

Very cute relationship with O.

Bring me out for food on and off. Reload my prepaid phone... phone call every night…

But no intimate action.

Sweet love ~

p/s: picture by me when I was in Hallstatt last year June. 

Hello April

Lately, I fall in love with 80s & 90s song... Started to sing along and dance.... life is more colourful... with music.

Since the beginning of March, I do yoga twice a week and workout every Sunday. Treating myself a healthier lifestyle to ensure I’m edible... hahaha...

Job wise... feeling weird with this co. Till now no target yet and my role might change. Wondering should I start to look around? Or holding on? I strongly believe I’m always the lucky one. Good things come to me easily.

I have yet to plan any holiday this year. I want to explore new places but I still miss Japan (food) and Swiss (I’m a Bernese lol). If is Japan, I plan to go USJ for the Harry Potter theme park and Hokkaido. If is Swiss, I want to revisit Swiss Alps then follow by some countries nearby. Below is the picture I took during my visit at Schilthorn Mountain. 

started counting down for CNY

Chinese New Year is around the corner...

Home sick started even though I just came back from Penang. Every year around this time, any CNY song will make me want to tear a bit. LOL.

Back to those days, I can’t understand why people so drama during CNY. Those people study or work abroad want to go back home to celebrate. Until I’m in their shoe, CNY is meant to be with your family. Eat together, play and roll eyes together. Hahaha. I have started counting down today.

CNY aside, wanted to share about how some people annoyed me lately.

After a few years in SG, I can’t stand the joke or serious comment about how good Malaysian working in Singapore. Yes, the money is good when you spend in Malaysia. But I earn SGD and I spend SGD here in Singapore NOT MYR. Doink! And Singapore welcomes you to work here as well.

Another thing is, we as human what we had been through is different. Hence don’t assume everything that I go through is an easy way out. I never think about you have an easy life, because what you have went through might be tough / difficult. So cut the crap, like you know everything about me. Respect each other is the key of a successful friendship.

10pm, I shall go to bed. Night J

new author - Ms LL (geipaiLL)

I would like to introduce new author of my blog. <>

She will be writing in mandarin for my blog on her personal gei pai and extraordinary experience. I will label her post as “geipaiLL”.

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最近 我察觉自己做任何事情 不慌不乱 淡定

我知道自己越来越强大了

这是我2016最大的获得

这个获得 是因为我其实经历了人生最痛 生孩子- 肉体上的痛，已经没什么让我不能忍受了

上帝给了我- 我的人生伴侣- 因为我最在乎他， 所以他也是我在世上 让我最难受， 很难相处的人。 连他我都能顶， 世上没有别的事情我不能顶了！

今天， 我终于能感恩在我生命中的难题， 它们让我更茁壮成长， 谢谢它们！

KSL

KSL is the initial of my grandfather name.

Grandpa passed away last year February. We the cool family was kind of expected this. I was in Singapore that day. Trying to get an early nap after my breakfast, however birds were chipping outside very loud. Then I decided to turn on my phone, message received from my sister about grandpa.

My head was empty, until I received the call from my family. I booked the flight back to Penang @ evening time. I cried in the bathroom, think about the last meet up with my grandpa.

Once I touched down, ah Kong (grandpa in hokkien) was in the coffin. And due the hokkien tradition, I need to crawl in and cry “I’m back to see you, ah Kong”. I cannot believe that I can hold my tears that particular moment. I cried again when I reach home after the ceremony. The wake was 5 days.

I’m going to skip .. as I’m crying right now...

Reason of crying mainly due to, I was with him from kindergaden till primary school. He was the one accompany me to school on Saturday, wait with me for school bus. And all the handcraft stuff in school made by him for me. Told my mom, I’m about to increase his monthly allowance but he no longer around. I feel what a waste his life, didn’t really get to enjoy.

His leaving was like minus one person that loves me truly. I'm missing him, and I know he knew it.

I’m fine and I will take good care of myself. Don’t worry.

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thank you 2016

It’s been a long time...

Hello everyone...I’m still alive and kicking!

The same old JK? Not really...

Changed my job last year... and I went to 8 countries last year.... (Including Malaysia)

Call me frequent traveller!

Still single... kind of good... after seeing some fails marriage among friends...

Maybe this year I will meet the ONE! Who knows...? For dating

Much more appreciate LIFE as a whole. More love for myself and also tend to spend more money on myself. As you can’t bring the $ into the grave.

2016 – January in Taiwan, June in Switzerland, Austria and Italy, August in Australia and Israel, October in Thailand, and several times in Malaysia.

Learned so many lessons last year: travel alone, long haul flights, sleep alone...

I’m looking forward for a wonderful 2017... I didn’t make any resolution. Hahaha but have some plan for myself this year...

Learn a new language J

A walk in the morning...

Make sure I feel beautiful every single moment!

Maybe next post... I will write something about my trips.

Adios.